Te Basis De dJ Ziz

Ocҩ dógҩ ur mє̀ J odumyvaþ te basis de dJ ziz.
Ti suþ vє́sma vazҩy momҩs. J xєsê osibiþsa є petratiþ єsse cas de dJ lur na te J du sezalєþ o pe.
Ba sjr mє̀ J penaþ a nábósa problєma: ve si rєsєnj J lєm vєdom bal on. J rasuzdae o loby vєssi se te pozisa de lî drugҩ, є bolé dt - J stanovles̀ raxocarovâ si te petҩsialҩ î strєmitsalê raxdeliþ te cánj de J.

Zo, taka sxєma sel a storôa osloznát є plâirovanj de ziz. Se druga, garantirútê ta dєt î qo dєt dє́þ v sótvє́svj st la. Qєsli, єþ î pedseznatєlҩ momҩ єrloziþ totvє́svєnos na te lî îҩ. Vitoge, J dvigás xaotisne, êpeslєdovatє́ne, se gromadny petєri del ur є de sily.

J mє̀ prídiþ ke vyvod, J den oprєdєliþsa st basis kҩ y vklocal tóke J. Si ostány (oc, dulô neua sєmj, druzi, lovєmҩ î) dut prileziþsa. Ilj lê. No te garantirovâa nadєza tóke nax J.

Dógҩ ur mєgê J penaþ dє dJ nastojssҩ dom єþ. J cue sa êploe ve Smolensk. No te dalé te bolé kaq vel ê dJ dom. Si J єsse ponal de lєþ dJ gєograficєske mєste, kaq mєge J oriєntirovaþsa na lî muz є sєmj vt dom.

Zo te Basis ba sjr den staþ te nastojssҩ ósk de dJ mєste. Dє xєse J ostaþsa є preziþ te nєxsta cas de dJ ziz.

The Goal

So far, I am 30 years old, and again I am going to choose the primary goal of my life. This is a very important question to me, unfortunately, not clear after all changes in my life that had happened recently.
Actually, this is the question I asked myself when I had decided to quit from WebCanape, Smolensk, Russia, and leave for Ingate in Tula. On May, my mother passed away, and I made a decision to come back and spend the summer with my dad, to help him, to help with the parents' house, and the small local business. It was very important to me.
Now I see that my dad is okay, and his life is getting better and better. Also, a new mistress of the house is going to appear. So, I have nothing to worry about with the issue of Przhevalskoye. Just finishing the juridical things with the heritage. And I guess, after that, there will be little in what I will be involved there.
On this occasion the more important question becomes 'where to go further'.
The issue of love, and family, and children is getting more, and more, and more important to me. Too much regrettable, that it is hardly achievable altogether in my case, in my country. This is the real dominant idea in my life since I came out. Almost all I did was always aimed for the goal. With regret, I didn't manage to become succesful in this point even in the case of de facto partnership. Last month I had a passionate romance with an Indian guy that has finished as unexpectedly quick, as it started. Same the previous romance that lasted for about half a year. Misfortune in private life all the time - not serious relationships, unfaithfulnesses, immature guys, not ready for real manly deeds and responsibility + evident troubles if we go further and think of adopting some miserable child from orphan home. This all dictates I would change the primary aim of my life, and would first fulfill my own life thoroughly.
What items it would be?

1. Career.
2. Health + physical education.
3. Development in music, singing and perfomance.

All these three are right what I am working with, now. But mostly, it is chaotic and insufficient.
I have a deadline. Before Feb 2017 I should finish my juridical stuff with heritage, teaching at the courses on Internet Marketing, and to get operated on my nostrils that should give a better quality of my voice. After that I will become absolutely free to go on with my career.
But now I got a job offer from WebCanape (where I had worked) with not bad conditions. And it forced me to ponder over the things earlier than the deadline. The question of career includes several items:

• Region: Smolensk, Moscow, abroad, my place.
• Type: own business, organisation.
• Subject: SEO/Analytics, Web-programming.
• Purpose: money, more free time, PR, prospects.
• Direction: to go on, to start something new.

So you see, I am at the door of a complicated choice.
I made a pro and contra list what to choose. But it didn't give me the answer yet. The number of items would not give the answer. The weigh of some of them may be greater.
I need to make a decision about the WebCanape offer before Monday. I don't want to make a mistake, so I would not feel sorry about it as time goes on. Already now I need to understand, where to go further.