Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts

Sunday, March 12, 2017

Te Peslєdҩ Veprò Bєx Otvє̀

J mє̀ rotaþ dóge nad ti vopròs de dJ bye. Є mє̀ J peluciþ pecci si otvє̀s na ti.
Te peslєdҩ vazҩ î єþ o te licҩa ziz de J vt svє̀ doriҩtasa є te vє̀s kaq vystrávaþ, kada є se qo.

Єrvҩs, prame sjr tєþ te storna de ziz ka lєþê aktivҩa. Peco? Pete, J vystraivae sjr bolє́ vázҩy storny (finâs, karjra, hєþj, pe - gєe), destizєnj dt sєl gєe dєt staþ slózҩє́ є lisit vezmóny prє́mussєsva si Jm î.
Vtorҩs, J vizê i rєáҩy єrspєktivy destignuþ te sєl vt mєśe sjr Jm ve. Jm sklôҩ ozidaþê Jdu nádiþ î îmyslҩik.
Triҩs, J sneu mє̀ pestaviþ te veprò o dJl oriҩtasa.

J mє̀ obratiþsa kt govs de sevєs. Ur bal ur mє̀ J peluciþ si ti otvє̀s. Sє̀nüxc ta yl te peslєdҩ î.
J na te dє́ odobrae iznotri te vє̀ sesrєdotociþsa na ti sєli ky suþ bolє́ vázҩy na tєtap є co dєt pemoc̀ póze te lúcsҩ vє̀. Zo, J trace námalє́sҩ ur nax dJ licҩa ziz sjr. Tóka si te same dєt prózódiþ bєx dopovnitє́ҩy osilj є veprєki ozidanj.
J prinimae te dє́svitє́nos kaq ôa lєþ, є trєbuelê el êvezmóne. No si te dє́svitє́nos okazєtsa lúcse, J prime te sel udovósvj.
Te názaputâє́se yle si Jm þôs, ilj êmnóge bi, ilj te se lєþ próste al igra de dJ mozg. Є pe te, kaq du J dє́þ?.. tOtvє̀ taze dal dJ govs de sevєs. Þôs. Sil ostáҩy vє̀s suþ próste rasset, surogat. No J pelєrzҩe stavlelê il ogrâisҩj se qo stróþ sєmj pî ur. Taq ili îês, sєmj dєt stróþsa na cє́snos st same nasale. Muz ilj zêa dєt znaþ Jm þôs. Zo daze si rasset dєt vázҩє́ nal î єriod ce nastejssa sєmj se lobimҩ clovєk J duê obmâovaþ o te sama sut de vєssi.
Jm þôs, є Jm za humanism, є prava de clovєk, є za mir vt se mir, є za ravҩepravj, є zal єvolusa de nálucsi cєrty de clovєk daze si ti suþ neui єl êokrєpesi єl êsformirovây ba natur.

P.S. Vt myslҩ dialog se Natalj skazal J taq: brak se zêa dєtê otlicaþsa ot te vє̀ druzim my, kada êtolєrâtҩos ke te vázҩy caśi de demy zizs vezdvigát êprexedima stҩa na te vє̀ ke nastojssa druzeba - zo, tєþ êploe є dát i prє́mussєsva î-î, no vt bolє́ loź cel iskrҩҩos.

Monday, December 28, 2009

Dec 28, 2009 - A Dream

In the morning, about 7:10, I had a dream where I saw my late grandmother.

I saw that I had finished a letter to I don't know who, where I wrote that I decided to go away from home. The computer, the corner of a room should be mine. But I'd never seen them before. Stairs to a balcony... A lot of books - at the same time I was sure I was in a library. 

I hadn't sent the letter and turned, and saw my granny sitting on a bed that should be mine as well. She was gazing at me, and I sensed an unspeakable love in her look. I started to stroke her left leg that was curved as an old tree in sores. It seemed that she had three knees one above another. But she was so beautiful, and even a bit thinner than in her old age. Then she put her left foot onto my right knee. And I felt it a bit cold. Like my legs when they become cold in frosty weather.

She was looking at me, and I started feeling that she didn't want me to go away. She didn't say a word, but I did feel that.

That letter wasn't sent, and I awoke. I don't know what kind of dream that was. I didn't cross myself while seeing my grandma. But I felt from her the most silent but the strongest flow of love I'd never felt from anyone... So, I thank God that I could feel it!